tapdancinskelly: (crying)
tapdancinskelly ([personal profile] tapdancinskelly) wrote2009-08-25 11:54 am

After Taste

Oh god... god in heaven please help me!!

I... I... I was a... a...

... I have this terrible taste in my mouth almost like... bats.

What have I been saying to people?!?!

Oh god...

If anyone wants me... I'll be... crying in the closet... hiding in the closet... nowhere to be found.

I'm so sorry!!!

[identity profile] heartofstone22.livejournal.com 2009-08-25 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
...I understand. I felt a similar... compulsion.

But you did not kill everyone or anyone from what I can tell. Take comfort in that.

Those desires were not your own.

[identity profile] tapdancinskelly.livejournal.com 2009-08-25 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I know I killed thousands of animals. I still have the horrible taste in my mouth and fur in my teeth.

Haru woke up tasting blood too. Ew.

[identity profile] heartofstone22.livejournal.com 2009-08-25 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I... fed from... animals myself. Try not to dwell on it.


I... I've found that mint tea can help with that... metallic taste.

Eesh. At least it wasn't hundreds of bats?

[identity profile] tapdancinskelly.livejournal.com 2009-08-25 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Tea... I can do that...

I suppose we've both been through some rough times haven't we?

True. Just a few rats. D:

[identity profile] heartofstone22.livejournal.com 2009-08-25 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Good. Try that and then rest.



We have, but we survived with our friendships still intact so that's something, right?

Still not fantastic :|

[identity profile] tapdancinskelly.livejournal.com 2009-08-25 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know if my friendships are still intact or not.

Seriously.

[identity profile] heartofstone22.livejournal.com 2009-08-25 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
There is only one way to know for sure, Master Bard. It will be difficult but if you talk to them I'm sure you will find they are more forgiving than you imagine.

[identity profile] tapdancinskelly.livejournal.com 2009-08-26 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
... it will be painful... but I must face the consequences of my actions.

[identity profile] heartofstone22.livejournal.com 2009-08-26 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I know you can do it. If you ever... want to talk about things, I'm around ok?

[identity profile] tapdancinskelly.livejournal.com 2009-08-26 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Same goes for me Haru. You know as a bard I also sometimes work as a therapist since it's my job to make people happy anyways. Yohohoho!

[identity profile] heartofstone22.livejournal.com 2009-08-26 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks. I guess that is part of your job at that! But then... who makes you happy?

Anyway, the offer is there if you need it. :D

[identity profile] tapdancinskelly.livejournal.com 2009-08-26 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
What makes me happy, is seeing people happy. That is the simple honest truth and the reason I am a Bard.

Yohohoho! Thank you Mister Haru.

[identity profile] heartofstone22.livejournal.com 2009-08-26 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
That's a wonderful reason to be happy! I'm glad you have that.


You're most welcome, Master Bard!