I am making too much out of this? Robin, if anything I've not made enough out of it. It's clear to me that I have feelings for you, and what's more clear is that you and Calgara are together. If I cannot suppress my feelings again somehow I cannot see any way I shall be able to be near you without... well let's just say I need time... away from you to think my feelings through.

If my feelings for you are in fact just the result of a simple crush or physical attraction I should overcome them in my time away from you. If not... well... we'll have to see.